Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Therefore, as my absence indicates, it has been an incredibly difficult few months. In fact I would say that this semester has been the hardest period of time since God, in his infinite mercy, caused me to behold Christ as Lord of my life. Until a recent trip to North Carolina, I was part of a losing soccer team, I had taken an ambulance ride to the ER, I was failing in one of my classes, I had horrible migraines that were lasting for days at a time, I was bitter, frustrated, and very prone to anger, and lastly I felt disconnected from my Savior. I didn't even want to be in college anymore. Bluntly put, I was a mess. Something had to change....
Well... Soccer season ended and I utilized the new injection of time to better my studies. The migraine headaches continued though, even a day into my break in North Carolina. However, God did not leave me in my miserable state. He worked through the love of my other "family", the Scripture based advice of my pastor, and the Godly advice of my mentor. Their counsel corresponds to Joel 2 wherein Israel is called back to the Lord: ""Yet even now," declares the LORD, "return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning; and rend your hearts and not your garments." Return to the LORD your God, for he is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love; and he relents over disaster."
I am not a perfect Christian, nor am I under any illusions about the permanency of the current situation, but the promise of the Lord is sure. "And we know that for those who love God all things will work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be called the firstborn among many brothers. And those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified." (Romans 8:28-30)
I find incredible comfort in that oft quoted passage. Not so much because of the first part, the "work(ing) together for good," but in the second part, the "for those who are called according to his purpose." Some might give me weird looks right now BUT, look at the second part. The calling of God upon our lives, my life, is part of God's purpose. There is a direct link between the the good that is done in our lives and God's purpose.
My initial thoughts were two fold: 1. What is "good?" and 2. What is God's purpose?
1. I cheated on this one. I have a handy ESV study bible, complete with footnotes. In reference to this verse I found an explanation that I can't best, so in the words of some very wise scholar "if you can't beat 'em, copy 'em." So here is the summary: "The good in this context does not refer to earthly comfort but to conformity to Christ, closer fellowship with God, bearing good fruit for the kingdom, and final glorification." So the "good" is not what I define as what makes me happy right now, nor what satisfies my earthly desires, nor even how I think I will be best utilized in serving God. In short, the "good" spoken of by Paul here is a heavenly good, an eternal good. It ascribes to Yahweh God glory and honor and minimizes the importance of this wretched sinner.
2. That goes hand in hand with the answer to the second question. "What is the purpose of God?" Put differently, what is the end goal of God, the final plan of the Lord? I believe that the answer is found at the end of Romans, when Paul under the influence of the Holy Spirit pronounces his benediction upon the church there in Rome. He closes it by saying, "to the only wise God be glory forevermore through Jesus Christ! Amen" (Romans 16:27) Furthermore, the 24 elders in the book of Revelation point to it as well in their song, "Worthy are you, our Lord and God, to receive glory and honor and power..." (Rev. 4:11a) The key theme is glory. God's ultimate purpose, and our chief end in life, is to bring glory to Him. In the words of Paul again in Romans, "For from him and through him and to him and all things. To him be glory forever. Amen!" If God did not seek ultimately to glorify himself, then he would not be God. For he, by his very nature, is only worthy of glory! He cannot settle for anything else.
And from that, I see that our eternal good is caught up and intertwined with God's glory. He glorifies himself through our lives as Christians, and thus it is our duty, our obligation to ascribe to him glory. I must ascribe to my God all glory and majesty, despite the misgivings I may have about his plans. I must decrease and he must increase.
A key tenant of the reformed faith is that God accomplishes all that he purposes. I see that in verse 30 of Romans 8, "those whom he predestined he also called, and those whom he called he also justified, and those whom he justified he also glorified." No exceptions, no fall offs, no incompletes. God accomplishes everything he purposes.
I am "called according to his purpose," and his purpose is to glorify himself. I see every reason to believe that as much as he desires to bring glory to himself, he will also work everything for my good.
It is a privilege to carry my burdens to such a God. The story ends well, for right now. By God's grace I am no longer failing anything, in fact I have received my best grades to date on papers and tests etc. My migraines have since departed and I am able to sleep soundly at night. I am not frustrated nor am I angry. Daily, I earnestly seek the Lord's face and he does not turn me away.
Joel goes on to say, "You shall eat in plenty and be satisfied, and praise the name of the LORD your God, who has dealt wondrously with you." (Joel 2:26a)
I echo the words of Paul, "to the only wise God be glory forevermore through Jesus Christ! Amen." And in accordance with the command of Joel I will "praise the name of the LORD (my) God."
In our Savior,
Martyn
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Breakpoint blog on "Restoring Honor" Rally
Here is a great blog by Chuck Colson's Breakpoint Ministry:
The "Restoring Honor" Rally
Friday, May 7, 2010
God works
I will set the stage for ya. This is an excerpt from the email that I sent to my peers, as well as staff and faculty: Sudan has been torn with civil war between Christians and the Muslim factions, each vying for power. That warfare has caused much destruction, disease, famine and death. (Remember Darfur? Im talking about the same thing.) It has torn apart families and created many refuges. Children have been dragged off into military service. We in America watch helplessly as yet another African
country tears itself apart from the inside.
That is the background. It is dark and seemingly hopeless. But there are stories
that come out of that that give hope. My mom has been working with HIV +
women and widows to help train them to make a sustainable living. One of
the ladies she is working with is Mary. Mary is a refugee from Sudan and her
son, Francis, needs our help.
Quick Summary of Francis's life to date:
-His father was shot and killed many years ago in Sudan.
-His mother was forcibly married off to her deceased husband's brother. (Bride
inheritance)
-He and his brothers were conscripted to one the warring factions (as child
soldiers.)
-His mother's second husband died of a heart attack. Not wanting to face bride
inheritance again, she fled and spent a long time searching for her kids.
-She found her sons, and she and 8 kids walked to Kenya.
-They were shot and wounded, but survived.
-Now he is trying to get the education that has eluded him for the majority of
his life.
Its an incredible story. But there is one hang up. Francis doesn't have money for
school (a problem that some of us are familiar with, I know).
Please join me in providing for Francis's schooling. Our gracious Lord has given
us so much. As the Lord leads, please prayerfully consider giving to this worthy
cause. If you would like to help Francis out, email me here or email my parents in Kenya here. For those who are US based, it would be easiest if you dealt with me.
This is an opportunity to show the love of our Savior to our fellow brother in Christ. My mom told me that Francis is coming by the house in Kenya tomorrow to wash my parents car..... so that he can have transportation money to get to church. I am eager to help such a determined young man. I hope you are, too!
Feel free to email me with any questions.
In our Savior,
Martyn
Friday, April 23, 2010
History paper and God
Monday, April 5, 2010
Erskine College...
Thursday, March 25, 2010
March Update
First off, I need to apologize. Its been several weeks since my last post. However, the weeks have not passed without much work done and trials on my part. I have had midterm exams as well as several papers. In addition to academics, my family has had several issues. One family member had a stay at a hospital and another is having serious spiritual struggles. It has been a challenging time.
I cannot write this post without giving glory to God for the changing seasons. The recent spring weather has enabled me to take many runs, and facilitated a soccer game or two. :) The sun's warmth brings joy to my heart, as it reminds me of my beloved Africa.
My trip to North Carolina was a time of great refreshment. I got to rest, hang out with friends, go for a run, shoot some skeet, and fellowship with the body of Christ there in Morganton. The weekend also had its drawback though. Sadly, my alternator on my truck went kaput on me. But, I am grateful to God for His orchestration of events. The alternator started going dead right as I pulled into Morganton, instead of 200 miles earlier in central VA. Also, a good friend of mine (who is very knowledgeable about engines) was able to help me fix it. I bought the part and we did all the labor ourselves, thereby saving hundreds worth of the typical labor charges (if I had gone to a shop). I count myself greatly blessed!
School is going well. I have several upcoming papers but I am most excited about my Theology paper. I am researching the role of Christ in the covenants. I have received wonderful counsel from both my theology professor and my father, as well as several highly regarded books. I am without excuses; Lord willing, I will write a great paper.
I have a test tomorrow that I need to study more for but I found a great exhortation in the New Testament. 1 Peter 4: 7-11 says: "The end of all things is at hand; therefore be self-controlled and sober-minded for the sake of your prayers. Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins. Show hospitality to one another without grumbling. As each has received a gift, use it to serve on another, as good stewards of God's varied grace: whoever speaks, as one who speaks oracles of God; whoever serves, as one who serves by the strength that God supplies-- in order that in everything God may be glorified through Jesus Christ. To Him belong glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen."
Let us live our lives in recognition of the fact that we, as Christians, represent Christ to the world. Let us pray that, by His grace, the lost will see Him in our lives. May the words of our mouth, the meditations of our heart, and the actions and attitudes of our life give to Him what is rightfully His: "glory and dominion forever and ever."
Prayer and Praise
-Praise for the gift of life, which is given to us constantly. It was sobering to have a dear family member in the hospital. Life is a gift of God.
-Praise for safety as I travelled, as well as for physical, emotional, and spiritual rest.
-Praise to the Lord who has given me a heart to know Him. Pray that I continue to study the Scriptures; spiritual laziness is too easy to slip into.
-Pray for the persecuted church of Christ around the world, as well as the African church which is in desperate need of solid biblical teaching.
-Pray for my parents and their work in Kenya.
-Pray that I show the love of God to all, especially to those who know me, and have a great knowledge of my imperfections.
-Pray for perseverance in every aspect of my life.
Thank you for reading.
In our Savior,
Martyn
Saturday, March 6, 2010
All is vanity
As I wrote on the eve of my birthday, God has blessed me with a wonderful 21st year of life. Feel free to read the post to glimpse what He has done. He has certainly been gracious and loving to me. However, He has not been the only one. This past week was jammed pack full of exams and study sessions for the exams but somehow my roommates and their fiances managed to throw me a surprise birthday party. They had me fooled for a while but a slight slip by Jordan gave me a hint of the upcoming surprise. Regardless, I still was taken aback at their kindness. They made me a chocolate Coke cake, purchased a whole gallon of whole milk, and a sizable container of ice cream. I was in hog heaven. I thoroughly enjoyed every last part of it, particularly their humorous birthday card. In it they wished my next year to contain a "resurgence of Calvinism" and an "A in Spinny's class" (the most difficult history course at the college) amongst other things. What a blessing friends are!
I also received cards, phone calls and presents from my family. We found a good deal so my Grandmother is flying me back to Indianapolis for my Easter break. How grand it will be to fellowship with my extended family once again! In addition to that wonderful present, my father and mother sent me the ESV Study Bible. It is, by far, the best gift I have ever received. The footnotes, articles, maps, and cross references enable me to study the Scriptures in greater depth. Nothing could trump that.
I was also richly blessed this week with the opportunity to be a part of the chapel worship team. As a result, I have a greater appreciation for the work of worship leaders now. There is an extensive amount of time, thought, effort and prayer that must go into any chapel worship. Regardless, it was a joy to join my fellow students in exalting the name of our Savior.
On a different note, I have much to look forward to. After my death-by-papers (Philosophy and US History) this week, I am driving down to Morganton, North Carolina for our spring break. It is only Friday, Saturday and Sunday, but the therapeutic value is not found in the amount of time. Rather, it is found in crossing state line going into NC, hangin out with my "family" in Morganton, and worshipping at Faith PCA. This weekend I am taking a friend of mine with me. He is alot taller than me (6ft 5 or 6ish) and I figure its tall time that I wasn't the tallest one around. Actually the truth of the matter is that he is from California and I figure its higher time he partook of some good ol Southern cooking :)
In addition to the upcoming trip to look forward to, the weather has provided me with much hope. It might seem trivial to some but being able to feel the warmth of the sunshine is a big deal to me. Recently the bitter cold has left Purcellville and has been replaced by a less chilly breeze. Its a slight improvement.... but this African will take what he can get. Actually, today was so warm that I has able to go for my first run in several months, - in shorts and a t-shirt! The trees might be bare, and the grass smushed by the weight of 50 (ish) inches of snow, but the radiant warmth of the sun was too much to resist. I had to run....
I have just begun reading thru the book of Ecclesiastes and have had much to ponder while reading the words of the Preacher (thought to be Solomon). The book begins with the proclamation that "All is vanity!" The phrase at first glance is easy to read. When one reads a passage with the intent to get to the end of it, the deep seated nature of such a statement is missed, and I certainly confess to missing it many times. However, with the help of my new study Bible I was informed that the term "vanity" used by the Preacher is quite difficult to translate. It has been translated "vanity" in most, if not all of the English translations, but it has far reaching definitions. Literally it means "vapor" and gives the implication of something extremely temporary, fleeting and elusive. Such a word is applied to every aspect of life- wisdom, pleasure, toil, accomplishments- and even to life itself. That is profound and convicting.
The nature of the human nature is self centered. If you disagree with that claim I encourage you to go for a drive on the highway, or just get in a really long line at a grocery store or bank and watch people. Some dislike traffic jams so much that they are willing to violate laws and drive on the shoulder of the road to get themselves to the front of the traffic jam, or respectively, become so enraged at the gross inconvenience of waiting their turn that they stomp away in disgust. We become wrapped up in the world of "I" and ascribe the highest value to ourselves. Yet the entire book of Ecclesiastes is telling us the complete opposite.
Fleeting are our bank accounts. Temporal are our occupations. Our lives are as a vapor. Vanity, vanity, all is vanity! For in the sight of our God, a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. What we hold in great esteem and value is nothing in the sight of our God- unless of course, that which we esteem the greatest honor is God himself.
How ought that to affect our lives? One thing is certain, when the truths given by the "one Shepherd" (Eccl. 12:11) are completely understood, it becomes increasingly easier to abandon the pressures, trials and temptations of the world. Indeed, this is part of the recognition of the truth of the uncomfortable Gospel that we have proclaimed by Christ. It ties directly back into the calling made by Paul in the New Testament that we as Christians are to "do nothing from rivalry or conceit, but in humility count others more significant that (our)selves." (Philippians 2: 3 - ESV) For it is only when we count our own lives as vapors and temporal segments in time that we can "count others more significant than (our)selves."
Praise
-That midterm exams are over
-For the changing seasons
-For the faithfulness of God to me, a sinner.
Prayer
-For focus and wisdom, that my papers will be of the best possible quality
-For the work of my parents in Kenya
-For safety in travel
-That my license extension would come before I travel to NC (my license expired on my birthday but I filed for an extension prior to that)
Thanks for reading!
In Christ,
Martyn
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Article of the UN's recent role in Zimbabwe
The United Nations’s emphasis on working with and through governments can horribly undermine its efforts to alleviate suffering — especially when governments are key drivers of the suffering to begin with. AForeign Policy article this week offers a chilling story of how this has unfolded in Zimbabwe over the last several years.
The article discusses policy disagreements between the U.N. country director for Zimbabwe, Agostinho Zacarias, and Georges Tadonki, who headed up the U.N. humanitarian office in the country. According to the article, Zacarias desired a cooperative relationship with President Mugabe and his ruling ZANU-PF party, and to that end was willing to downplay many of the problems plaguing the country.
The resulting policy included “forcing agencies in Zimbabwe to . . . [equate the situation in Zimbabwe with that in other African countries] that the agriculture is troubling because there is no rain, that the education is failing because of a lack of resources from taxes.” These explanations deliberately excluded contributing factors such as land seizures, centrally planned prices for agricultural goods and other basic commodities, and political repression — factors for which Mugabe and his supporters were responsible.
When Mugabe failed to win the March 2008 election, it was dubiously asserted that opposition candidate Morgan Tsvangirai also failed to receive a majority of the votes, and a run-off election was set for June 2008. Mugabe’s supporters launched a violent campaign, resulting in many deaths. The violence eventually led Tsvangirai to withdraw out of concern for the welfare of his supporters.
According to Tadonki, “We are responsible for those deaths. If the United Nations had told Mugabe, ‘We know what you are planning,’ we wouldn’t have seen it. . . . We all sat [in Harare] and knew that in the countryside, 60 percent of Zimbabweans were being killed or raped.”
Also, the U.N. downplayed a looming cholera outbreak at the behest of Mugabe. According to the article:
In the 11 months between August 2008 and July of last year, nearly 100,000 Zimbabweans came down with cholera in the first countrywide epidemic of the disease in modern history. Previous outbreaks in Zimbabwe, which have occurred annually since 2003, had affected only pockets of the country. This time, cholera was everywhere. Corpses filled the streets and hospital beds. In some districts early in the crisis, half of those infected died. . . .
A Nov. 19, 2008, U.N. appeal for aid, issued months after the cholera epidemic began, predicted just 2,000 cholera cases. Just two months later, the death toll alone had already reached that number. In all, more than 4,000 people died between August 2008 and July 2009, and roughly 98,600 people had caught the disease. The true figures might be even higher.
Ed Schenkenberg van Mierop, an independent analyst present in Zimbabwe at the time, corroborates Tadonki’s claims that his warnings of a cholera outbreak went unheeded, observing, “It was very clear that no action was taken. That is what I would call criminal neglect on the part of the U.N.”
Unsuprisingly, Tadonki was fired — for refusing to go along with the U.N. country director’s policy of appeasing Mugabe, for confronting the government with NGO estimates (admittedly without permission) of the burgeoning epidemic, and for raising objections in correspondence with the country director and with his own superiors in New York. He has appealed, and his case is under review.
It would be nice to think that the Zimbabwe situation was unique. However, the U.N. is involved in virtually every developing country on the planet, including those controlled by despotic regimes, such as North Korea, Burma, and Iran. The article quotes a senior U.N. official on the dilemma faced by the U.N. in these countries:
The U.N. has to work with the government. Clearly, we work in a lot of countries where the government can make it very challenging. But should we say forget it? Or stay and try to help? . . . To be the resident coordinator in some of these countries is not an easy task; you have to deal with the consequences of the actions of those regimes, but in a way that those regimes don’t take for granted that you’ll be there to clean up.
But how much does U.N. assistance aid the governments in these countries instead of the people suffering under their rule? The organization’s officials all too often ignore the dilemma altogether. Under-Secretary-General for Political Affairs Lynn Pascoe recently stated about U.N. assistance to North Korea, “These are human beings that need the food. It’s not the political system. This shouldn’t be argued in a political way.”
This amounts to whistling past the graveyard. Governments often cause these crises directly, or exacerbate smaller problems until they grow to unmanageable proportions. Pretending that a crisis can be addressed effectively without addressing its underlying causes does a disservice to those most affected — and those most likely to be affected by the next crisis.
The desire to help those in need is understandable. However, it does not obviate the responsibility of donors to face the situation — and its causes — forthrightly. As I recommended in my papers on U.N. aid to North Korea and Burma, it is eminently reasonable (though politically difficult) for the U.S. and the U.N. to deny food and humanitarian assistance that may aid a repressive government rather than its citizens, and to demand that the government agree to rigorous, transparent monitoring standards and delivery verification. Failing to do this can have consequences that rival those of doing nothing at all — as the citizens of Zimbabwe can testify.
— Brett D. Schaefer is the Jay Kingham Fellow in International Regulatory Affairs in the Margaret Thatcher Center for Freedom at the Heritage Foundation and editor of ConUNdrum: The Limits of the United Nations and the Search for Alternatives (Rowman & Littlefield Publishers, 2009).
Sunday, February 28, 2010
My birthday thoughts
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Safety, snow and snowballs
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Doom and gloo.... Wait, actually--- Snow and Igloos
Thursday, January 28, 2010
God's blessings
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Theology class
"Sovereign Lord, as you have promised,
you now dismiss your servant in peace.
For my eyes have seen your salvation,
which you have prepared in the sight of all people,
a light for revelation to the Gentiles
and for glory to your people Israel."
The child's father and mother marveled at what was said about him. Then Simeon blessed them and said to Mary, his mother: "This child is destined to cause the falling and rising of many in Israel, and to be a sign that will be spoken against, so that the thoughts of many hearts will be revealed. And a sword will pierce your own soul too."
I was particularly struck by the figure of Simeon, of whom we have no prior or further record of in Scriptures. It stands out in this passage that he was a man of God, who was walking with the Spirit daily. In fact he was so in touch with the Spirit that "it had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not die before he had seen the Lord's Christ."
Partly, what stood out to me was just how specific his direction was from the Holy Spirit. Here was a man whose life was so thoroughly devoted to God, that his life's final major occurrence had been revealed to him. He does not appear to be a priest or someone of significance, but rather a humble man who was in awesome devotion to God. Bear in mind as well, this was prior to the day of Pentecost. Simeon was walking with the Spirit, under the direction of the Law, and yet he had an incredibly strong relationship with his God!
Many have spoken of the Bible as a storybook, that when properly read and understood paints the most vivid portrayals of life and truth. I find that to be the case here as I can so easily picture Simeon in the temple courts, holding the young baby Jesus in his feeble arms, with tears splashing down his upturned face, proclaiming peace in his life and rejoicing in his God! The reverence and joy of Simeon in the story is inspiring.
Simeon provides a demonstration for Christians, who daily ought to be rejoicing in their God and the revelation of Christ to us. Consider this: how many people walked past Joseph and Mary, who held the Lord of Creation in her arms. How many people marvelled at how cute the new born baby was.... and never saw Him as who He truly was? Yet Simeon, who was led by the Spirit, knew exactly who Jesus was. He says that his "eyes have seen your salvation." He recognized that this baby was salvation! That is only one of the many times in the life of Christ, that those around him, under the guidance of the Spirit, proclaim him to be the Savior of the world, the Son of Man, God Himself. The wondrous and equally frightening reality of this story is that God reveals Himself to those that he chooses. It was no act of Simeon that led him to the temple, nor was it his own insight into the Torah that convinced him that the coming of the Lord was near. What a testament to the mercy and love of God, who allowed this man to see the Son of God for who He was!
I will cease and desist now as I have other homework to attend to, but I desired to share those thoughts. They have already begun to work on me, and create in me a deeper craving for the Spirit of God. May God in his grace, grant to us all the privilege of seeing Jesus Christ for who He truly is today.
Prayer Requests:
-I sprained my left ankle severely last night in basketball practice. For those of you that don't know, I blew out my ankle in March of last year. This injury is the exact same; it is just refreshed. I am following RICE religiously, am on crutches, and will hopefully see a doctor later this week. I want to wait for the swelling to go down before I go whining to a doc. :) Please pray for healing and patience. I sincerely do not enjoy being in a state of relative helplessness. Pray that I may grow in my faith in God and that I will glorify Him, despite the pain.
-My brother is taking the SAT this Saturday in Kenya. Please pray for any anxiousness to be calmed and clarity of mind to be given to Daniel as he is tested. Also a high score wouldn't be a bad thing to pray for too! :)
-Pray for continued growth in Christ. He is working on my heart, and I desire and need His grace.
Feel free to post any comments or prayer requests. Unfortunately, comments left on my parents blog don't necessarily reach me. :( Mom and I are working on joining the two in a more visible way.
In Christ,
Martyn
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
A new semester!
